Oh dear, oh dear! Where has my will power gone eh?!
Right, today is the first day of the rest of my life and i am going to get back to being thin... i think.... i hope... Argh!!!
I have quite literally been eating everything in site recently. The amount of chocolate and cakes that have passed my lips have been criminal and its not on! We only have about 6 weeks until Christmas and then i am going back to Turkey in February which is only 13 weeks away so i need to sort myself out!!!!
I am going back to weight watchers (i will weigh in next week as i cant get to the meeting tonight) but from today i am back to pointing all my food to see if i can shift this weight. I am desperate to start exercising again as well but i am staying with nan at the moment so i cant get to swimming unfortunately but i am going to start walking to the station again - even in this horrific weather!
I really dont want to put all the weight back on, to be honest, i would never let that happen, but i do want to get focused again. I feel sluggish, my clothes are getting tighter and my skin is really not good which isnt like me at all so i am determined to sort myself out!
